Thursday, May 31, 2012
I wish I could post a picture of myself right now. I'm a ball of nerves.
When I saw Sweet Girl move to my family found me, it felt like when you get a positive pregnancy test. It was very surreal and exciting, but there was still a great deal of doubt and hesitation. You knew there was this life growing inside you, but you weren't sure you'd get to keep it.
This morning at 7:43am I got an email from our adoption agency. Keep in mind that I've only gotten a handful of unsolicited emails from her (meaning I asked a question and she was answering). The last email I got from her stated that Vita (our eastern europe coordinator) would be unable to register us until 6/12. It made my goal of June travel very unlikely. She said we'd ask Vita to ask the officials for a June travel date. Anyway, so when I saw the email this morning I first assumed it would be word from Vita that we could request a June travel date, but that there were no guarantees, blah, blah. What I call a no promises email. Adoption agencies like those.
Anyway, I was rushing out the door so I wouldn't be late for work like I was yesterday and quickly glanced at the email. I had to read it twice, I was so confused. It said "Your registration documents were accepted today! " I was so surprised that I couldn't process what she meant. I thought, they weren't supposed to be registered until 6/12? But, it's true! We are officially registered! They accepted our documents on the spot! They have 10 days to issue us the official referral and we'll get a travel date then. June is looking likely!
The first thing I did was call Rob and tell him to turn down the radio. I expected a "Great news!" from him. Instead I think he was just as shocked as I was. The thought of all that has to be done in the next few weeks added on to the fact that this is becoming more and more of a reality is sinking in.
Back to my analogy... It feels like I just heard my baby's heartbeat for the first time. Such a sweet happy thing, but oh so overwhelming at the mountain we still have to climb.
Posted by Jessica at 8:56 AM